Cindy!

I was happy to read your letter! Really, I was so excited I'm glad to hear U had nice vacation. School is going extremely well, and soon will be summer, and school's over! It feels very good. A month anymore, and then no more homework and stuffs like that.
I like school, it is nice to see your friends every day, and get some excitement in your life becouse of those annoying ones (who's in your school).
I've been thinking; just imagine how boring life would be without those annoying people. No problems or anything.I mean of course life would be very easy and relaxin and everything, but I think I'd be already so bored. Becouse I' that kind of person who's constantly looking for new challenges. I hope U understand what I mean
Sounds so cliché but I wanna sefe the world When I'm bg and I've got more money I'll give money to charity, especially to africa and south-americas children and women. I feel terrible when I've tooked too much food, and it's some kind of food what U can't put into the fridge and then U have to throw it away. 'Cos I know that those little people in thse countries would eat it in two seconds!
I'm sorry that U have to listen to my worries. But this is how I feel. Like my english teacher always says: "We can do it together"

Hugs!

-Alina-

I feel like your kids should have their own celebrity name and not someone else's but if thats what you want go ahead I like Rihanna.

Hi Alina,

I know the feeling of wanting school over :^) I want it to be August! But for a different reason... I am moving across country California to Ohio to be with my prince :^) Whoo hoo!!! The hardest part is the packing....a lot of stuff to move over 3000 miles...whew!

I totally get your meaning about how you want to world to be good. My thinking is if you start with yourself and do something nice for someone else, even something as small as a smile or nice comment, maybe that person will do the same and hopefully your one little thing will spread to everyone. If only others thought like that!! I actually surprised even myself on my trip home. In the airport I was talking to two medical students and I asked them what they were studying for, they want to be OBGYN (women, maternity & baby doctors) I told them how impressed I was and told them that they deserve some major praise for giving up so much to care for others. The look of surprise on their faces was priceless! They thanked me for "getting it" they told me no one has said that, most think they are in it for the money....not me! I have spent enough time in hospitals through my life to know how much of their own lives doctors give up to take care of the ones we love. Hopefully they will remember what I said when they are so tired they are trying to remember why they picked the job they did :^) See? Something so simple as a thank you can mean so much to someone.

I also understand about the food thing, my family was always into big meals and we were told that we had to finish what we took, because "There are starving children in China" talk about pressure!! That is why now if I over cook I offer it to my friends so it doesn't go to waste :^) I cant stand wasting food either.

You can always tell me your worries :^) Sharing them sometimes relieves the burden and also gives someone something to think about. I love your teaches saying, it is too true. If we all work together the world can be a better place :^)

Ok off to sort, pack, and donate my possessions....what a job!

All my Love

Cyndi

Hello Cyndi!

My aunt lives in Ohio I saw her almost 11 years ago, but I talked to her last time about 5-6 months ago.

I just want to say how happy I am for you! I think you're so brave to take a big step like that in your life. You're a great rolemodel to any girl, I think!

You're like living one of my dreams right now. You have a loving boyfriend and you're moving together... I hope I can get that same someday

I know that moving can be very hard. when my family moved it was very sad and hard becouse I had lived in that house for 10 years, my whole life! There were all my memories. But I took them with me and I'm happy now!

Btw, do you like the name Grienna? nickname could be Grier

I'm a little afraid or not afraid, but how can I never choose my kids's names, if I all the time come up with new names!
And now I've started to think again do I wanna have them (kids).
I don't know what's wrong with me! I've always wanted to have my own little babys but now suddenly i don't know! It's very..very odd
And I really don't want to think like that, 'cos I know that's been my dream always. Weird. Please don't get me wrong. And also, I'm afraid of the birth and pregnancy. I keep saying to myself that if my idols like Jennifer Lopez and Nicole Richie can do it, then can I ,too. And trust me, I am very strong person I haven't thought like that before ( I mean that I'd be afraid)
And also I'm afraid that now when I'm a teen, I pretty often hope that I'd be an adult. I love being a teen, it's very exciting, 'cos U get new permissions to do new and nice things

What then when I am an adult, do I regret that I didn't just lived my life as a happy teenager and that I wanted to be a grown up so fast?
Do I then feel like wanting to be teen again? They say that being a teen is the best time of your life. And I love being it, and I just dream of my future way too much. I do it every day!
So the problem is: If I think and plain my future too much, is it gonna be A FUTURE anymore?? I'd be so glad if you answer to my questions, If you underestand them. I've only been studying english for two years. I'd really appricite it!

I am so so happy for you and I'm very proud and glad that I've got such a great friend like you, Cynthia!

Lots of love and sorry for the loooong letter

Hugs!
Alina

OMG Alina!

I am soooo sorry! I did not know this was here and I have been so busy that I didn't check!!! I sincerely apologize I hope you didnt think I forgot about you!!!

How cool your Aunt lives in Ohio, lol I have been hearing that from so many people!! That someone they know lives there....too funny it is such a small state :^)

About the moving, I get that feeling totally. we left my home town that I grew up in and moved right after I graduated, it was only about 40 miles away but it felt like we moved to another country, I lived in that town from Kindergarten to High School graduation and it was the hardest thing. But i got through it and I am so glad we moved :^)

About the names, Hun I am still thinking up different ones, I dont think you ever stop. But one thing I know is I would rather have a couple of different ideas. Like what if you decide on just one and then the name doesnt really fit the baby?...then you have to wait to name your child... BTW what do you think of Amilysa Gail? pronounced Amee-liss- ahhh. It is a combo of some of the most important women in my life My great aunts Anna (A) and Emily(mi), my grandma Phylis(lys) my great grandma Isabella (a)and my maybe mother in law Gail. I know that is a lot of people but I want them all honored and I want my daughter to have a name that is her own too.... I love Grienna and totally love Grier, sounds so chic :^)

You will go back and forth thinking about your future, what are you going to do? be? have a husband? a family? that is the joy of being a teen, you have the world worth of choices and nothing is impossible. You are in that weird mid point, not a child but not an adult and so many adults said to me dont worry about growing up, this is the best time in your like. I would think yeah right, best time! But they were so right!!! I dont want to go back and re-live my teens, dont get me wrong. But I wish I would have done so much more while I had the cover of still being young and silly. Dream about your future Alina, but live in the present. Enjoy what is happening. So many new and exciting things will happen in just a few short years. Soak it up like the sun. I know that you want to grow up and be able to do anything you want, whenever you want, but it is overrated. Once you get the go ahead to do stuff like drink, it looses its charm quick....hang overs, headaches, saying something your wish you could take back...all in the name of being a grown up. Does that make sense?
Thinking about being scared about your future is normal too. You want to know NOW what the future holds for you. I know now that I am glad I didnt. Some of the bad things I could have never have been prepared for and the wonderful things that have happened have been better than I could have ever dreamed up!! Have your dreams but enjoy the different turns that come too. You will have a future when you grow up, we all do hunny. All people are guilty of trying to grow up too fast and we all regret some of it. Not all of it though. I think that is just something normal that happens when you are a teenager.

Also about the birth and pregnancy, dont worry about it until it happens. You will always wonder what it is going to be like, but you will only know when it happens what it is like. I have heard every horror story and some people have no problems whatsoever. Like my mom was only in labor like 4 hours and only pushed 10 mins. How hard does that sound huh? All women are different so your experience will be just as different. Look at any woman on here, not one has had the exact same pregnancy & birth. as long as you are prepared read books and talk to your doctors you will do fine.

Wow only 2 years!!!???!!!! You must be a natural because you type better than some of my friends lol.

I am so sorry it took me so long to write! You have been on my mind though and this is the first chance I have had to check on here. I hope everything is going wonderful for you!!!


Thank you for the wonderful thoughts about me, I would never have thought of myself as a role model. I am just me. I definatly have my faults lol but thank you :^) I am so excited about this next phase in my life and this is one of the wonderful things I was talking about that is better than any dream I could have come up with. I am so lucky to have wonderful man that makes me feel like a princess :^) I only wish everone can feel this way once in their lives.

You can write me as long of a letter as your little heart desires. I am a talker and I can type very well so my letters, as you can see, can grow huge too!

Love & stuff
Cyndi

Dear Cyndi!

I knew that you were busy and like I said I'm so so happy for you! I was so glad when I checked my e-mail and saw this mail. That really was a great feeling!

Have you heard about Lindsay Lohan's mom's and littlesister Ali's new reality show "Living Lohan" ? What do you think about it? I think it may be good, if that helps Ali to make her dreams come true.

My summer holiday starts next saturday. Fantastic!
BTW I loved your name Amelysa! So so pretty!!! And it's awesome how you mixed different names together

Do you like Lily Arielle

I like it. I came up with that and suggested that to this one lady Maddie00 who's havin sextuples!! And she used two of my names, Eden and Lily! Can you imaginate, I kind of "helped" them to pic up their beautiful daughters names!
Oh-oh now you think I'm totally out of my mind but I'm not. I'm just so happy that they used my names

Have you heard about "the eurovision song contest" it's a song contest for all the europe countries. My country is involved too We made it in to the finals. The final is on Saturday. I can't miss it! Today comes the second semifinal. My country was competiting on Tuesday. It starts 10 P.M and is 2 hours long. My school starts at 8 o'clock, so I'm sos sure that I'm not allowed to watch it. But it's ok, becouse I can watch it on Saturday

Can you believe when I was 12 years old I had to go to bed at 9 P.M ? I know that my mom was thinking only my best. But now my bet time is 10 P.M and I'm so excited! There's one good reason more to be a teen BTW If I'd drink alcohol under the age of 18 I know I'd be so grounded So I wont do it. And althought hang-over doesn't sound so good

I hope everything is going just faboulous for you!

Hugs and greetings,

Alina