Hey kei, I am starting to be very concerned about you. This is all a bit much for us here to follow, and I cannot imagine what is actually happening there. Why do you feel you have to do all this? Why can you not just take care of yourself.
You told us about a week ago that they just took #1 twin from inside you, who was not due till November. You said you still have one twin inside you, but you must have had surgery to have baby #1 removed. Now, you are taking in your sisters child. How can you do this. Are you breastfeeding preemie #1,, still carrying twin #2, with stitches, now taking in sisters child. This is becoming a little hard to understand. Who is cooking meals for your other children, taking care of them, and you are only 18 years old??? Why? What are you really doing?

Genevra Don't Panick.
Preemie Is In Hospital, They Are Feeding Her. I Just Go To See Her And Give My Breast Milk. My Sister Kari Has Moved In With Me With Her 2 Children Because I Begged Her And I Am The One That Keeps This Family Together For Me I Put My Age Away And Care For My Family. I Do Have Stitches Im Suppose To Be On Bedrest But I Can't Not Go See My Baby So I Make One Trip A Day To The Hospital. Kari My Sister Is Looking For A Family To Take Naiarrah But Naiarrah Will Always Be My Baby And It'll Be An Open Adoption. Plus Nobody Knows What My Sister Who Gave Baby Up Is Really Capable Of, But I Do. And Anything Could Happen To Naiarrah

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Kaelei

Thanks kei, I am not really panicking - you are just amazing, and to some of us, we know we cannot do what you are doing. Please don't misunderstand me, I am just stunned by you girl. I see family is very important to you. My hat is off to you.

Thanks Genevra
Its Stressful But When My Mom Started Drinking I Basically Cared For Everyone Else And Then My Sister Kelly, Naiarrahs Mom Had Mahrya And Kaiyan I Kinda Had To Look After Them As Well So Yeah Im Completely Use To Caring For Children Etc Etc.

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Kaelei

By the way, I forgot to say, the name you chose, is lovely. How very creative you are. I have nothing but admiration for you in all that you are doing. Have you requested security, for this little one, so all will be safe?