I rarely post about my personal feeling. But today, I just gotta let it out. I'm 38 week pregnant now, and I feel like I'm gonna be pregnant for the rest of my life!! I am so anxious and frustrated that my baby is still not coming. And my parents have been accusing me for not exercising enough to stimulate the birth. I know I am not supposed to rush, he will come when he is ready. But when is he gonna be ready?!! I feel that he's not ready because I'm not doing a good job. And I really want to go out and get a real job, because I just don't want to rely on anyone else anymore. I feel so useless while I'm pregnant!! The more help I get from my family, the more useless I feel about myself.

I might sound immature with such an urge to have this baby. But it is truly how I feel right now. I have been blamed for my sudden pregnancy for the past 9 months already, my traditional Chinese parents wouldn't even tell their friends about what's going on with me, because I'm having a child without marriage. And I just really wanna get my feet out there and start working to prove that this baby is RIGHT for me no matter what!!

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Dani, Ok first off you don't sound immature at all, but remember He is going to choose his own time to come whether we like the time they choose or not, you can look for jobs now, but most likely you won't start working for a while after he is born, unless you can take him with you.
Im sorry I am not very helpful, brain on another planet lol
But hope this helps

Brieal

Thanks for talking to me, Brieal.

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just think that the help you are getting is only temperary soon enough you will be working just try to enjoy the time you have left on your mini vacation cause as soon as he gets here that will all be over

Hi, You need to sit down and relax, dont listen to you mum or anyone, the baby will come when its ready,
ENJOY the days or weeks you have left before the baby comes because when it comes, you wont have a miniut to yourself, it will be a mad house! ha. Enjoy the peace while you can.