Seaason (User)
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Re:Am I A Bad Person/Mom?
By Seaason 2 Months, 4 Weeks Ago
dont feel bad, i lost my oldest son in January of this year, only my son was kidnapped by his father and now i dont know where they are and i havnt seen or heard from him 8 mths and i feel the same way, every time i think about him i burst into tears, my heart breaks to think that i cannot hold him , touch him, smell him.. and as a result, i have stopped talking about my son also . i cannot offer any advise on this as im having a difficult time accepting the loss atm as well but i can tell u that ur not alone.. u r in my thoughts.. Seaason
Last Edit: 2008/09/05 00:38 By Seaason.
Reason: spelling
daniklic (User)
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Re:Am I A Bad Person/Mom?
By daniklic 2 Months, 4 Weeks Ago
Brieal and Seaason, I did not know or feel how much this baby inside my belly means to me until just now, when I've learned about you guys' loss of your little boys. Before this, I would sometimes even think secretly in my head that what if I don't have him, would my life be easier and less stressful than right now? But now, when I try to imagine how you guys might be feeling, I feel extremely sad and now I really can't imagine how torn up I would be if I lose him. So thank you so much for making me realize how important he is.
And to you guys, I hope things will eventually become well. Brieal, I don't think you are a bad mother, you are already strong enough to live through the loss of a deeply loved one. Wyatt is your son, and even though you don't mention him, but you still love him and will never forget about him. he is just resting peacefully deep in your heart.
and Seaason, i really hope you will get to see your son some day.
Best wishes to you both.
Last Edit: 2008/09/05 04:29 By daniklic.
Re:Am I A Bad Person/Mom?
By Frustrated! 2 Months, 4 Weeks Ago
Seaason That Must Be So Hard And I Hope You See Him One Day Soon And I Will See Wyatt One Day Later On In Life.
And Thanks Seaasons And Daniklic For Your Comments
Brieal
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