Well i came from a large family and allow me to say that the idea of having kids scares me a little.
Even though i have younger brothers and sisters i feel like i'm not good dealing with kids, i get easily upset and annoyed and sometimes i just wanna yell at them, i'm not a patient person and i don't imagine myslef with kids running and screaming, the idea of being a mother actually scares me a little bit.
On the other hand it seems to be so rewarding sometimes and even though i get easily upset i realy like kids, i guess i'd like to have my own kids someday

Did you get more patient after having a kid?
Could you share some of your parenting experience with me? (my mum is not good at explaining this kind of things, maybe because she is always busy now)

I'm really afraid of not being a good monther, not that i want to get pregnant soon or anything i only want to get merried at 24 and have kids at 26/27 but i like thinking about the future.

Hell, no I didn't get more patient after having my kids. I'm always losing my patience and going off on them. They are driving me crazy. It has nothing to do with them. I have my own issues going on that were never resolved. I think the best advice I can give you is to grow up first. Just because your 25 or 30 doesn't mean you have grown up. I have a 29 year old sister and she's doing the same bs she did when she was 15. And make sure you really want kids and are really ready because it's the child that suffers. My kids have an inadequate mother just as I did. I'm looking into making changes for me and for them. Parenting is rewarding but at the moment I don't appreciate it.