ok i know this has nothing to do with this site but i gotta talk to someone. ok so this is my problem.

my husband and i are recently married no were not haveing problems... yet. ok so i live im west virginia but all my freinds and family live in ohio and im very close to my freinds and family. i havent seen my mother since my wedding. i miss her so much and wish i could see her but shes over 3 hours away.

i miss all my freinds recently i found a video i made of all my freinds in high school mind you ive only been out for 2 years, i watched it and i started crying cause i missed them i grabbed my phone and called a couple of them and after talking to them for a while i realized how much of my best freinds life i became even more upset. my husband saw how sad i was and when i told him he started getting upset and saying its all his fault that he drug me away from my family. i love his family but no where near as much as mine and i havent made any freinds here cause i cant stand most poeple down here i hate fake ppl and these are the fakest of the fake and they drive me crazy.

i wanna move closer to my family but my husband just got his job back that he loved after quitting about a year ago cause he was going to move to georgia well right after he quit they filled his position and it just now opened back up and he's been working there for about a month now.

so now since i never see my family and freinds im falling further and further into a depression. im trying not to but its so hard. im very family oriented.

my main focus here is im afraid that this is going to cause problems in my marriage with my husband, he's hurting from seeing me hurting and im trying not to be upset but its very very hard if anyone has any advice on what i or both of us can do it would be much appreciated and sorry for just rambling on.

3 hours is not that far away. Make a plan to make the trip once a month to see your fam and friends. If you can't afford the gas, see if they will give you a chip in of a couple bucks each until money is more stable. Everyone can afford a buck ot two once a month.

My best friend lives 2 hours from me and sometimes comes up 3 or 4 times in a month.

thats just it they dont live just 3 hours they live almost 5 hours away and my husband works 6 days a week and honestly a 5 hour drive cuts out what we can visit plus i need more then once a month. we can afford it but i cant go when my husband has the truck i have my own car but its not running right now.

HUNNY.........

"SKYPE" get a good web cam and you can skype call them for free and that is something you can do every day and you get to see them too.... You may not be able to be there physically but I swear skype is seriously awesome

that is a very good idea for my freinds but not my family lol my mom doesnt own a computer the most high tech thing she owns is a cell phone that is over 5 years old lol my sister wont own one she has 2 tennagers in her house one loves to get into trouble and the other doesnt but she wont even allow myspace or anything like that for fear of pervs online getting to her daughter my brother i talk to whenever he's online plus my husband says he's afraid i will have guys hacking onto my web cam if i get one he says i can he's just afraid to lose me i guess lol he apparently thinks im going to leave him for someone lol not really lol he just hates web cams.

well you can still use skype with a microphone attached to the pc for other people so you can atleast talk to them every day free without racking up a massive fone bill, and as for mum if you can't really get away because of hubby's work then maybe organise and pay for mum to come to you on a regular basis????