Kelly you should listen to this song, it's amazing! It's a slower song but I love just turning it up loud and singing to it when I feel sad
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o1gAyqoGVow&feature=related

Alyssa Shayne

Thank you both
Alyssa i love that song i have the album

Me too! They are amazing!!!

Hey Kelly, I know what its like to be suicidal, I tried killing myself on christmas day, but my mom found me before I did. I also know what its like to feel unloved.

Just remember that you are loved. I know your not religious but just pick up a bible and read John 3:16, and think about what it says.

and Kelly i'm always here if you ever need to talk, about anything.

So i learned yesterday what its like to have your mother look you in the eyes & tell you she made the wrong fucking choice in trusting me saying she thought i would come to her if i had a problem how the fuck can i go to you when i cant get a sentence out without being interupted?! URGH! Then she tells me "Oh it's your choice we don't have to tell anybody if you don't want too" low & behold i find out all her God damned friends already know! One of them wrote on my facebook saying how much she apprieciates me babysitting her kids & how much they like me & that she loves me & then my mom told me today one of her friends wants to take me shopping & one wants to take me to this aerobics class & Nashville Shores & hang out with me & UGH im so pissed!

i'm so sorry Kelly!! i dunno what to tell you!