Surely you have a zillion thoughts going through your mind and heart all at once! Breathe deeply, take care of yourself and that sweet baby, and pray for guidance. PLEASE, for your own sake, the sake of the child(ren), and the sake of so many couples willing and able to adopt, PLEASE, whatever your feelings and thoughts and plans and emotions and so forth that you have, PLEASE, DON'T ABORT!!!!!!!! Sorry for the long sentence.

You can do this! You are stronger than you know! Perhaps you and your family can work all this out. If not, surely someone will help you with the adoption process. There's even a service that lets you live in another town or state away from critical/unsupportive people where you can be nurtured while you nurture this new and innocent life! Hang in there! Blessings to you!