Emma,
It must be really hard for you, loving him all those years and then him not being there anymore. Losing love, whether by fate or by someone leaving is incredibly painful. Do you have friends or family that won't tell you to "just get over it" and help you heal during this time?

Thank you for the kind words about my husband. My daughters are all reacting differently. Aggie has really stepped up to be there to help Reece, who stopped talking after he died. I've gotten them all in to grief therapy and Reece is talking again. The twins don't really comprehend, all they know is that daddy isn't there when he used to be all the time. Jasmine is too young to remember him at all.

On another note, my husbands middle name was Hunter, a name I always liked. What do you think-of honoring him with that name?