Hi Alina,

Actually me being the brilliant person I am I figured you weren't in America :^) That is why I suggested looking the show up online too. Between the times you post (way different from me) and also your phrasing. Like I said I am a word smith I tend to pick up on differences in speech patterns, I can even tell with typing not just accents. I don't think it matters where you live. People are people and we all have similar problems. I think it is kinda cool that technology makes it possible to meet people we would have never known without it Just like my prince, I would have never met him without the Internet. I can now proudly say I have another friend I met because on the Internet, you. Blessings we never expected. I love your idea about the boy, I totally support adoption. Unfortunately poverty is everywhere and there are millions of children that need a safe home. I know that if I can I want to adopt too. They don't have to have your blood in their veins to be YOUR child. My Dad was adopted so I know a bit about it.
I also know what the dad wishing for a boy feels like. My poor Grandpa wanted a grandson so bad and all he got were 3 girls, he loved us like crazy but I think he wanted a grandson badly to pass on his last name. It died with my uncle and that is sad. Unfortunately it is an embarrassing name now, used as an insult in slang, so none of us girls would have kept it to pass along. Poor Grandpa. At least Sandro is a nice name, not something to be teased about Also another good thing about living here is most of us came from other countries in the near past. My great grandparents came from Italy & Germany so my family has only been here for a couple of generations and I was raised with a multi culture. Pretty cool I think. We still have some distant cousins there. Too many people have forggton the past and forget family and the pride in where you come from and who brought you there. Also one of you could have become a football player, If I am correct in my thought that it is like soccer that we have here. Girls play that, now if it is like our football which is dangerous, then maybe not so much, girls don't like being slammed into the ground and tackled lol. I do not think your idea is insane at all. I think it is a wonderful idea and your dad would be so touched too that you remembered something like that

OK time for bed
Lots of love,
Cyndi

see below

If I am correct in my assumption, you think something said was wrong? Well then if that is true and it is negative, hateful or otherwise derogatory I am glad you kept it to yourself because all that Alina and I are talking about is positive and uplifting. In no way wrong, weird or otherwise strange to be posted. Hopefully someone will read this and find something useful in our words and life a good life because of them. I do hope that I read this in 10 years; I know that I will still believe the words I wrote and be very proud of them. I will also be proud of the strong brave young lady who is smart enough to have her dreams and know that she is not ready for the responsibility. I will not post to you after this, because I do not believe it is any of your business. This may be posted in a public forum, but that does not mean that people can be hateful or cruel to anyone for any decision they make in their lives. It is their lives and no one has the right to judge without knowing the whole story. Just because you know what you read does not mean you know me. If you dont like what you are reading, dont read it. I will not fuel a fire that no one will win. I refuse to become a part of a battle. I stand by all I have said and no one will change my mind. That is all I will say.

I just thought of something. Alina I hope you didn't think the post about me not posting again was directed at you. I wouldn't ever stop posting to you! It was to the other "comment" that I was talking to.

Hi Cyndi!

I'm so sorry for not answerin to you and if I made you feel like that
I've just been sososo busy with school!

I saw a lovely dream again! My mom just got twins (in the dream, not in the real life) and named them Max and Emme like J-Lo's twins and I was so happy when I got to hold little-Emme. I felt so peaceful andwhen I smelled her head, it smelt so good! I said to my mom "this can't be true, that I have twinsiblings! No way it can be true! I'm so so happy" and my mom was like "honey it's all true. this time it is not just a dream!" and I said "I can't believe, that it is not just a dream. I'm so lucky!!" ( and I really thouht that it was real. It was heartbreaking to realise the truth ) Days went by, and I read her all kinds of storys even she was just couple of days old, and took care of her.She was just like my daughter. Then my alarm clock ringed, and I didn't remember the dream.
Well, then my little sister jumped into my arms, and I got this flashback of holding "Emme". You just can imaginate how disappointed I was.
Almost the whole day I spent thinking of my dream. I still remember how it felt. Her crying, holding her, her smile... I'm grazy!!
Funny how I tooked J-Lo's names in to my dream...

I really like you, so don't worry. I'm not mad! How could I be mad to such a good friend like you You're a great person, and I really don't wanna loose you.

With love, Alina the dreamer big hug!

Hey Alina!

Don’t apologize for being busy! We all get that way, I just had to make sure since so many people have been jerks on here that you knew my comments weren’t directed at you. I am glad to know you didn't cuz I like you too! Your dream sounds great! I have had those real feeling dreams too. It can be so disappointing when you wake up and find out that it wasn’t real! You aren’t crazy, I can totally analyze that dream, and you want babies. You know you are not ready for your own so your brain figured out how you could have some of the pleasure without all the responsibilities, you mom had them :*) the names don’t even surprise me. Remember the name of the original post.... celebrities names. You said you look up to them and those are some of the most recent celeb babies in the news. There ya go!

Hope everything else is well with you

Lots of love
Cyndi