Heyy you might remember me from a while back. My names summer and I have two daughter Lily Honour and Calla Emerald Jayde. Lily should have been a year old now but she sadly passed away from Sids last year. Calla is now 9 weeks old and getting so big! Last time I posted I had Pnd.
For the past 8 weeks i've been living with my parents because my PND slowly got worse especially in the run up to the 8 week mark which is when Lily passed away. Ive been on anti depressants but since the 8 week mark has passed i suddenly feel a whole lot happier with my life and i've actually bonded with my baby so much in this past week.My GP gave my the go ahead to go back home on Saturday so its back to my old life which is actually helping. When I was at my worse point I stood over Calla as she was sleeping and i was waking her up every two minutes to see if she was still alive and then when she was crying i'd start crying because I thought I couldn't cope. Now I can just leave Calla to sleep and when she crys I actually feel happy because it reminds me of how bad I used to be and how i've got better.

Welcome to all the newbies and if anyone wants to talk about Sids or Pnd then please mesage me. Anyone who wants to talk can also message me

Hi, I'm so glad everything's better for you!

It's a struggle; life in general, as well as the seemingly impossible crises we face.
Way to go! Keep on keeping on. God bless you and your family.

Welcome back. Glad to see everything is going well, u may think u have a long way to go but bonding with ur gawjus girl will help now. Its great to think that there is all that support out there when we are in a time of need. God bless great parents hey. Hope u and ur little girl are going well and u settle into home life again quickly and safely. I must say ur little girl has a gawjus name. I forgot how beautiful it sounds. Good luck